i can't go on like this...

at first, this post was going to be amusing, with my quotes from the day. until i discovered..
i thought that i had copyed all of my files before we erased the C:drive...well, i didn't...all of my music! all of the stuff i spent so much time to find! i'm literally crying now...i can't believe it...
songs i loved that perished in the 'erasing': (sounds almost suicidal, ne?)
-Saints and Sailors -Dashboard Confessional
-Two v. of the opening theme to 'Farscape'; one w/Crichton's voice-over, the other w/o
-all of my comedy files...Robin Williams, George Carlin, the Darth Vader one, the 'lesson', even the phone call...
-The Lifestyle, Fanfare-Metric
...countless, countless others...
i'm going to mourn you. and i'm serious, too. no..'Spider In The Brain'...:cry of angst:
-Stargate Atlantis Theme
-'March of the High Guard' from Andromeda...
i loved you. goodbye. :tear: